Tuesday, November 16, 2010

before now :)

Let's start with I didn't grow up the same as most people I lived on a farm with my two brothers and mother . We had two dogs and three cats and a bunny everything seemed so awsume my mom got married my brother and I were closer than ever but a few years after getting married my mom and him broke up so we lost everything and moved . Oh and if your wondering well what about your dad my mom left him when I was two weeks because he went down the wrong path but yeah on too what I was saying we had to move in with my grandparents for a bit then moved to lovely beach...... More like worst place to raise kids there's litterly nothing there . Well after that my mom met this horrible man who did some shitty stuff too me ..... But on the plus side we got my little brother out of it :) he's been in and out of the hospital . Shortly after he was born she met my other step dad whom I still speak too . My mom was a drinker after a little bit I've probably been kicked out of that house about 15 times before the age of 17 lol we never really had the bond most mother daughters do ... It was more a love hate relationship . I fell in love young about 13 with this guy for two years he took my virginity and I took his I loved him he loved me he cheated and I stayed until I got pregnant at 14 not fun (N) we broke up after I had a miscarriage because my mother and I had a disagreement . She doesn't remember so we will leave it at that I went through this kinda partying stage for about a year had my share of men .... I went to foster care and smartened up abit I came back and started to party again where I thought I was pregnant with this douche bag but thank god it ended up being my boyfriends :) he's a lot older than me so my family was iffy about it at first (N) now its kewl he's a different kind of person he's sweet and cuddly where I'm mean and hate people touching me so here's where our storey starts ill give more details in our life later on and this is my life unexpected